Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Scared of change?

I had a second interview today - and midway through I was offered the job and I immediately accepted.  The job would actually invovle using my degree, and would be working in a field I love.  However, I am absolutely sickly scared to do this and I can't quite put my finger on why.  I feel as bad as I have when someone close to me has died.

At this point, I'm not quitting my management job at my current company - it's part time and I can work from home, it pays ok, but I HATE it.  Basically taking on this job means I'll be working more since the new job's pay is very, very, very low.  I worry about not getting the house clean, or not having enough time with the kids or the dog, but my reaction is still so extreme. 

I wish I could figure out why I'm so upset.  I start next Tuesday, so I hope to be feeling better about things before that!

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